17 January, 2011

My baby lost his first tooth.

It's making me sad.  
My head is spinning because two people I care about don't want the same thing and I .. .  don't know.
I wish life were like a video game.  You know, you take a wrong step and you lose a life?  Doesn't matter though 'cos you still have two left!  
I want to lie down and hide.  I'm going to lie down and hide.  # 1 thinks being an adult is fun and easy, well it's bloody well not.  
I'm scared.  Scared of hurting people I've known for a long time because I'm ready to spread my wings and jump.  
Oh, and btw, I'm not thinking of leaving himself.  He'd never be that lucky!!!!!
I have my pc baby and I want it to grow and be big.  I want my kids to see me make something and hopefully make a living out of it.  I just don't know how to do it anymore.
Life is easier when you're a kid but then the grass is always greener!

1 comment:

  1. Life does seem easy when your a child, but the truth is our families and loved one sheltered us from the harshness of reality. I know its hard right now, but it will work out in time.

    Kind wishes

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