I think it's a combination of tiredness and too much eating and staying up late and tiredness but I feel like a bag of cats. I am pissedoff.com. Everything is irritating me. The fact that the Enterprise Board charge €200 for their start up your own business course is pissing me off. Which isn't really fair, I mean it's a good price for a course but I DON'T HAVE TWO HUNDRED BLOODY EURO. I'm also peeved 'cos every sodding light in the house is on. I am peeved that, despite a fridge full of food, there is nothing to eat. I don't want cheese or crackers or salmon. I don't want scrambled egg. I don't know what I want. I am tired and cranky and pissed off. Am I really the only one? I can't be? I can't be the only person feeling tired and hungover (after only 3 glasses of wine the ENTIRE Christmas period) and fat and bleugh. Can I?
I want space. I want a TV in my bedroom so I can go there with a mug of tea and a DVD. Oh, and a hot water bottle.
I want to go asleep and wake up to a spotless house and spotless kids - we keep forgetting to bathe them as school calender no longer exists. For this week anyway. We bathe them based on 'school tomorrow' and 'after judo/football'. With neither of these things happening I think they must schtink.
I am tired and cranky and pissed bloody off. I have no money. My friends keep leaving the country. I am going away in a few weeks with all of mine and I'm really looking forward to it but in the meantime I am tired and bloody cranky!!!!!
Going to bed. You don't deserve me. Oh, and I mean that in a nice way. You don't deserve me whinging and whining at you. You probably came here for a laugh or, more likely, to feel better about yourself 'cos you were struggling but I'm really struggling and there is nothing like seeing someone make a bigger pig's ear of something to make you go 'ah well, sure it could be worse'.
Sleep tight. xxx
I feel wrecked and despite going to bed early and falling asleep during the aformentioned DVD in bed...The kids are bathed tonight, but like yours...not very often...sleep well...I hope tomorrow is better!
ReplyDeleteTired , cranky but you are still funny! Enjoy your bed xx
ReplyDeleteCheers ladies, but bloody hell. Came to bed at 9pm and here I am at 2.3bloody7am still wide awake.
ReplyDeleteHope you get some decent sleep tonight Niamh! I thought it was just me who was like a bag of cats yesterday... and was awake most of the night cos I had to get up for work this morning. Must be a beginning of the year thing. Or an after-Christmas slump or something. Or sugar-levels in our blood trying to recover from eating too many feckin cakes...! Fed up of cakes at the mo - not good in our line of work ;)
ReplyDeleteThanks Ger, I'm worse today due to lack of sleep. Aagh, tomorrow I am going on the doss. Fancy joining me at some point?
ReplyDeleteAw no... would have loved to, but promised to visit relatives in Galway tomorrow :( Will be back Thurs evening though, if you fancy dossing on Friday??
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