I'm sitting beside son no. 1 and his mate and the dog is resting his head on my lap. Candles are lit and lovely pink roses are glowing in the light. So should be feeling all nice and cosy and relaxed but not so. Am tired and pissed off that no matter how hard I work I still can't seem to get ahead. Why is it that there are times that no matter how much you earn you cannot keep ahead of the bills that are coming in? Makes you wonder why you bother. Pisses me off that some tossers get bailed out by nama but go off and buy jets and I'm working my sodding arse off and barely pulling it off. Aaaagh.
Still, the roses are lovely and everyone is healthy and happy. So, deep breath! Shit, better take another one, and another . . . . lol.
Arthur and Oz were originally chasing each other at school this morning, then it turned into a thumping match whereupon I separated them (I told one I was putting him up for adoption and the other I was putting him on the moon). Two seconds later I turned around to see Arthur do the whole arms back, chest out, "come and have a go if you think you're hard enough" crap to Oz!?!?!?!? Where has my sweet baby gone, and can I have him back, and where in the name of jesus did he learn that? Don't think that's something that even comes up on Little Big Planet. If they ever let me have a go I could know for certain if the little sack people are hard. Hard like Arthur is!
Trying to think Happy Thoughts. Hmmmm, things I like today:
Sunshine, lovely sunshine. A whole week of it now. Who cares if it's cold? It's bright and sunny.
Tequilla and bitter lemon - as I said, it's been a long week.
Jeans that fit.
The wee lad who comes here cracking up when the wind blows on his face.
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