I think it's a combination of tiredness and too much eating and staying up late and tiredness but I feel like a bag of cats. I am pissedoff.com. Everything is irritating me. The fact that the Enterprise Board charge €200 for their start up your own business course is pissing me off. Which isn't really fair, I mean it's a good price for a course but I DON'T HAVE TWO HUNDRED BLOODY EURO. I'm also peeved 'cos every sodding light in the house is on. I am peeved that, despite a fridge full of food, there is nothing to eat. I don't want cheese or crackers or salmon. I don't want scrambled egg. I don't know what I want. I am tired and cranky and pissed off. Am I really the only one? I can't be? I can't be the only person feeling tired and hungover (after only 3 glasses of wine the ENTIRE Christmas period) and fat and bleugh. Can I?
I want space. I want a TV in my bedroom so I can go there with a mug of tea and a DVD. Oh, and a hot water bottle.
I want to go asleep and wake up to a spotless house and spotless kids - we keep forgetting to bathe them as school calender no longer exists. For this week anyway. We bathe them based on 'school tomorrow' and 'after judo/football'. With neither of these things happening I think they must schtink.
I am tired and cranky and pissed bloody off. I have no money. My friends keep leaving the country. I am going away in a few weeks with all of mine and I'm really looking forward to it but in the meantime I am tired and bloody cranky!!!!!
Going to bed. You don't deserve me. Oh, and I mean that in a nice way. You don't deserve me whinging and whining at you. You probably came here for a laugh or, more likely, to feel better about yourself 'cos you were struggling but I'm really struggling and there is nothing like seeing someone make a bigger pig's ear of something to make you go 'ah well, sure it could be worse'.
Sleep tight. xxx
